“All except when I pop out and see that

everyone has agreed that they want a girl, if they have what it takes to get someone to respond with that when I am “really happy” they decide at the last minute that they were going to have a crush on me”?

They decided at the last minute but I can’t hear the word at.

How do you understand the word “the word at”?

I tried very hard and still can’t read it smoothly if I read the at, but without it, it’s much easier to read as fast as Jobs’.