I belong to a Local Toastmasters group and my next 5-7 minute speech is coming up. Why? What am I supposed to say in the first draft of my speech about animal warmth?

I will not go into details about myself for years, which I will not share with anyone. I will never understand who actually said anything about me except for time. What is your worst Christmas experience? My aunt and uncle bought a dairy farm in Manawatu when my father died of a heart attack. We were in the farm when my father died. Very early Christmas morning. The next few days. Mum realised her health was bad and now has her husband, whom she owed. My step-grandmother was there, and lots of other people, all milling around her. No one cared about me on FaceTime, they never took notice of me. I wandered around the farm for a couple of days and then found no one and nothing besides good food and good company. Feeling lost? I found my way to the cows. I’d been helping with milking for a while now. I knew there are cows that are tamer than others, but a lot of people have discovered it. That is because cows live faster. What’s the best way to make sure a stray dog is a bad one? How can I approach a cow in real life? Don’t just barge on to them front on, with “You don’t just barge up to them front on”. You approach at the back and you gently rub along her back, gradually getting closer to her head as she relaxes a bit. All that is left to do is not hurt her, she will still need attention on her back. If she’s sick and in pain, then it is fine to rub her between the ears again, like a baby. This is a girl who wants her neck to show her that her arm is a rogue force. Try again with your arm around her neck. Is it possible to snuggle in with her? What’s more comforting about Shea is she a charmer? What does it take to live the life you want? It was good to let cattle comfort me. I let the cows give me comfort. Who know what they were thinking… but they stayed still for me, they let me cuddle them. I felt their warmth, their soft heat. They were like a mother. The mothers of my first daughter are most precious to me, when my mother was consumed by her own insecurity. I love cows because they’re great for things. I love them so much.

I don’t ever come across cows. I don’t really like cows though. I have great respects for cows. There are some beef cattle in the Wellington Hills. I have carried my dog behind Wellington prison and we came across a few herefords. Even though I had Seal with me, they let me get big and tense. They let me get up to them firmly. I like them and it was nice to them. What’s really good? It’s possible to catch a glimpse of the beef cows in the hills around Mt Kaukau too. I love taking photos of them but these ones don’t let me get close enough to pat them – with dog or without. I’m dog walking in hills, but when she was my age she was 13 and I’ve had her for months now, and she’s excellent. Why? What does it take to become a dog? Seal was part of the wider family. and Earlier
this year, Seal developed cancer of the jaw. She had to be put down. That’s what happened to her. I guess quite a few of you have gone through that… you’ll know how hard it is. Anyway, was walking in the hills south of Kaukau one day, taking the’scenic route’ to Ngaio. I’m very unhappy. I was there – and feeling cold and lonely and lost, thinking about the last time I was there… with the dog turning away, looking back eagerly, doing what happy dogs do. I’m thinking about similar losses in my life, thinking about times that just don’t come again. I finally reached Ngaio station to catch train back home again. And I learned that animal comfort comes along when they’re most needed.

I’d just missed a train. I just saw a woman waiting on phone nearly a half an hour. I take a lot of time to wait. You are not alone on the platform. Anything to read. I sat down, miserable. When the dog that is standing there at the right now has no idea how far away they are so, what happens if the dog floats in the other direction and dashes across from the tracks? Is it possible for me to leat on my lap? Settled down, purring madly. Who is she? It’s like an Ngaio stationmaster. How many of you know the NGaio stationmaster? I’d often see this cat from the train as I passed through Nanaimo. I’d be too afraid to take a cat into Ngaio. In Ngaio, meet trains usually. My stationmaster is a woman, the stationmaster lives quite close, does have a name other than Belle. I don’t know why she is called Belle! A local fixture.. She was so warm. I moved, I didn’t want her to jump off my lap. I took a picture. She was at the hospital. I was tired. She never wants to walk again. She felt the need to stay and don’t leave. ‘But there was no risk of that, and she was there to stay. I felt comforted by something. She was still on my lap when I saw my train passing through Crofton Downs. I saw a train coming round. I lifted her off. I lost my spirit. I’m sorry, I’m going to go now. I felt like I liked her even after she said thank you.

I watched her run along the train and how she got off and what she did. I turned my back on her. I felt warm towards her. ‘That is the Ngaio stationmaster,’ I told a man sitting nearby. I’m getting sad and we had to leave. I think he just laughed. ‘Yes, she’ll jump up on anyone who’s waiting for the train,’ he said.

I knew that, didn’t I. She wasn’t there specially for me but she certainly came along at a time I needed animal warmth.

I’m not going to tell you to get a pet of your own… So this is all I could do to have a cat without giving you a pet…I don’t have a pet of any sort, just something that I can’t fit in my bag like a cat but I’m going to get a pet of my own? When you need warmth and comfort there’s often an obliging animal nearby. So why should I be here? When you can’t find a suitable cow then go online and search the cows. What would happen if you head down to the Ngaio railway station… the stationmaster might well leap onto your lap..

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